i woke up in the middle of the night.. wanting to write down my dream, but was too lazy. so here i am almost 24 hours later trying to remember.. so i'm sure i forgot some but the feeling was surreal. i also must say when i fell back asleep i wanted to continue dreaming but this was not the case...
to set the scene it was almost an out-of-body like feeling.. i think most of my dreams are. i can see myself walking.. it is dark and stormy outside..
i am approaching a REALLY long brick rectangular-shaped building. i open the door and there is room after room after room going down in this whole building. no doors, just smaller doorways that separate each room.
on the right side of each room are characters. i cannot see their faces. there is only 1 or 2 people, 3 at most in each room and they are still.. mannequin-like. i think they represent a variety of stages in my lifetime so far. or just since i been married. not too sure. on the left side of each room are huge glass windows, covering almost the whole wall of every room. It is dark and stormy and you can hear the rain...
the farther i walk down the hall past these rooms there is a variation in the weather.. it is always somewhat stormy but it clear a little then it storms a little harder.. i get to a room. there is a lady and there is an empty spot next to her.. this is where i am supposed to be... i find this out later.
i kept on walking to the next few rooms and they are completely empty. nothing in them. zip. nada. blank. no lighting either so i cannot see what is coming ahead.. sometimes lightening strikes and i may catch a glance, but by the next bolt of lightning it has slightly changed..
every time the lightning strikes i feel more uneasy.. i eventually end up down the hall in the blank rooms and the lightning picks up...
i just start yelling out JESUS every time the lightning hits.. it was so natural to call out for help when it got to be too much.. i felt so lost but every time the lightning struck and i called out "Jesus" I was led back to the last room where there was something.. it felt so good to feel like i was being led back on track.
i ended up next to this last lady and the storm grew so strong. together we called out to Jesus and the huge glass window in this room broke and glass shattered everywhere. The weather instantly broke and the sun came out..
it was such an AMAZING feeling. a calming that cannot be described.
as for me trying to interpret it, i think it is just a reminder to keep calling out to God especially when things get tough. he knows the future by putting my trust in Him he will make a new door open where we don't even think. Jeremiah says it best: For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans not for evil or to harm you, but plans for a future and a hope!!
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